So many of my early decisions were made by default. Unable to get enough perspective, and always so desperate, I lived my life like a pinball, just trying not to go down the tube. I did have goals and dreams, but living them-well, that I didn't do so well. Still, I lived an absolutely amazing life!
The people I met, stars and presidents, musicians, and all kinds of hard working folks who called me a friend. If I had known then what I know now, I would have kept in touch with very many of these people, who brought my life such richness. Know I still love you, even if it takes a minute for me to recall your name...sometimes it takes me a minute to recall my own :)
If I had only known, I would have stopped holding myself back. That will surprise the people who thought I already was quite out there-at times, I was, I certainly was. What I mean, is doubting myself, my value, my worth and what I had to contribute. Maybe, that's wisdom talking? I realized it later, but it is the point of everything.
No comments:
Post a Comment